tears were always my way
to show the words i couldn't say
tears in joy and tears in pain
i wish they stop falling down again
today one more is my enemy added to the list
another victim in the way of being the best
why...?
ask my heart the one which is teared apart?
or ask my mind which always tell me that it was my fault from the start?
my eyes are now like an opened book
and my heart is bleeding from what i from it took
i would never understand these people all around me
this is something i always wanted to be
if lies were the way
to tell me once again to stay...
if staping in the back
was the way to tell me to stop walking in that track...
then i would rather stay and stop walking than that pain
because how much i do is how much i gain
i blame myself for the trust that i gave
now i only have myself to save