When it comes to lonliness, i probably think i'm the best one who could express how it feels.I began this series of my thoughts months ago, through all my feelings,my rare happiness, my deep depression , my confusions you all were able to read them , some of you may not think this is me who has written all of this, some would think those are useless thoughts, but i just know one thing.. Nobody enjoys being the listener forever, in some point or another you need to spill those feelings that kept imprisoned inside your heart. When we think of lonliness, we usually think of one unloved person that spends all his time on his own,but I discovered that lonliness has many shapes, i sometimes feel alone when the room is crowded with people , i sometimes feel alone when i am in a party, don't think of me insane , cause lonliness is all about the feeling of being understood. We all need someone to share our thoughts and feelings with, someone who could really break our shells when we are silent, and who would never betray you once you turn your back to him. I've never felt that lonely till now, just when i thought that the closest persons to me can't understand how i feel, they get angry cause of one stupid mistake.. like any human is a saint.I feel hurt , i feel that all this time i used the nickname UNBROKEN was total non-sense , no one is ever unbroken , we break and break and break it even hurts more when it is caused by people you care about, but sometimes you get so unbroken after you've seen all the possible pain in life, i guess i haven't reached that till now.. I only wished i was really unbroken.. I thought i was.!
So when you feel all those who you love left you all alone, all those who you trust betrayed this trust you faithfully gave, just turn your back to them and remember there is a reason they won't make it to your future! and whenever you feel alone, just remember.. there will always be someone who cares.
Tue Mar 23, 2010 1:53 pm by Guest
Subject: I am alone 
Lonleyness and Lonleyness 
